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Handling the “In Between”

~ on October 25th, 2009

At this time on the planet, a profound upward shift is taking place, in energy and consciousness.  That means that we’re all being supported to step into our higher paths in life, our highest destiny.  What does that mean?  Letting go of the old, for one.  And when we let go, there if often an in-between stage where we do not know where we are headed or what new things will be born to fill the space.

I had one recently where I felt called to move to a new place–Oregon.  While I absolutely love the place, I had very few connections here and was living alone, spending most of my time writing my book.  Living alone and writing a book certainly don’t help when one wants to get integrated into a new community.  I had such an amazing community back where I used to live in the Boston area and to suddenly find myself so isolated was really hard.  To top it off, aspects of my home were unpleasant and made it an uninviting place to be much of the time.  And on top of that, I’d recently ended a romantic relationship.

The utter lack of community and companionship was making me feel very un-fed on an emotional level.  I was getting to feel so un-stimulated and stagnant.  In this state, I hardly felt the kind of energy I needed to be working on my book OR developing my business in this new location.  I needed a new home, a community/family, a developed business, and at some point, a partner too.  And I had no idea when all of this would turn up, either.  The various ins and outs of the experience actually got to feeling pretty hellish a handful of different times.

I said to myself that I knew there had to be a light at the end of the tunnel.  After all, this is the time when the new energy is anchored on Earth, flooding in, and delivering the realization of a new level of beauty in the lives of those who are open and ready.  I’ve been working toward this for years.  Surely there must be something great in store, I thought.  But again, there was nothing I could actively do to make any of it come sooner.

For all I knew, I could experience that suffering for several months longer. It seemed like such a waste of life that could be spent engaging in rich experiences and sharing joy within community.  It felt so bad, actually, that I began questioningthe way the universe and the human evolution process are set up.  “Couldn’t this game be set up to be rich and amazing without the presence of extended periods of misery?” I wondered.  It takes a LOT of suffering for me to begin questioning the divine plan.

It’s quite the place…hanging in the lurch…not knowing if or when your ship will come in…

But BOOM!  Suddenly it did…and how.  The most divinely amazing living situation showed up within the kind of community I had dreamed of.  Its coming about was quite synchronistic and magical–definitely reeking of destiny.  Such a quick, sudden turn-around it was–from hovering in what felt like “nothingness” to a vital, charged, incredible manifestation of exactly what I wanted.   The joy and satisfaction that came along with this switch were immense.

If you’re out there wondering when your ship will come in…  wondering why must the suffering continue… please know that what you have to do is work to keep yourself in alignment with your higher truth.  If you do that, and let go of what needs to go, you will be provided with something greater and far more fulfilling.  This is the name of the game on Earth right now.  Readers are invited to share stories of confirmation of similar experiences in the comment section.


 
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